BEFORE I DECAY.






PLEASE ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS STUCK IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE. IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HAVE ENTRUSTED YOU.
great day with my great sweetheart, just fulfilling her desire to be wet and wild at the beach..:) she loves the beach so much that i am considering to actually get a house at ecp or parkway when we get married..:D

just made my day seeing you splashing about in the water, enjoying my screwed up potato salad and just being right there next to you knowing nothing else except god that could separate us for that very moment. Priceless.

my sepet lil princess who i just cant stop loving, each and every moment spent with you i just hope it would never end.



Just me and my favourite girl.

"ABANG DATANG SAYANG..." hoho!
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Kadang-kadang dalam kehidupan seharian kita ni kan, ader la ternampak kelakuan yang kurang sopan. Ader yang betol-betol tak senonoh sampai kita terpikir, "Siak ah ni anak betol ker tidak?" Now lets take a look at some of the darnest thing people can do.(Adapted from Ujang)

KORANG MEMANG BUKAN MANUSIA NORMAL KALAU :


1)Tengah pat Macdonalds menjamu selera dengan sekuat hati dan segan silu kentut dengan kuat sekaligus mengeluarkan bau ala-ala loji pencerna najis. Tu takper lepas tu dengan penuh ceria ckp dengna members pat sebelah "BAEEEEKKK PUNYAAA, BOB!"

2)Korang nampak seorang nenek ni terkengkeng-kengkeng angkat barang-barang pasar, tros dengan sekuat hati korang sindir "KERJA KERAS NAMPAK, CIK?" lepas tu dengan sardinnya korang overtake dier jalan and duduk tempat kosong yg terakhir dalam bas yg sesak tu. Besar punya musibat.

3)Dua tiga orang jiran tetangga korang berdiri sejauh mungkin dari korang dalam lif dan dengan machonya korang kencing berdiri dalam lif. Gila siol!

4)Korang sudah "buang" time amek corner 60 teros cedera parah, tapi nasib baik ader motorcyclist lain yang baik hati nak hantar korang gi hospital, tapi korang meraung-raung suro dier antar korang gi kedai 4D tangkap "10 big, 10 small" dulu.

5)Time dentist visit, korang dengan penuh konsentrasi keluarkan segala kahak dan hingus pekat bila doktor gigi tu setakat suro korang meludahkan air kumuran ajer.


Kesimpulannya, kalau korang pernah buat salah satu dari perkara pat atas ni, ader chance korang ni bukan manusia normal. Try check tengkuk tu maner tau ader paku ker, cecelah rambut tu ader screw ker atau korang just plain alien, mcm Mr Bean.
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ok i only have like 1 minute to blog so I'm gonna rush.

I had a great evening with darling yesterday, having dinner at Techno, which I think has the best western menu and the best tasting western food in SG. REALLY SHIOK sia after so long never eat there. The half bbq chicken rice and coleslaw was awesome I tell you. 5 popcorns for Techno!

And then I teman my dear of mine while she do all this production thing. I very nice rite? I know..Hhahaha! Its a happy day because I can see her and have her by my side..
: D

oK its already past 2 minutes after this line. I actually sprinted to catch the bus yesterday, yes sprinted not jog. Still got the burst tho, havent tried to really give 100% to a chase.

I missed the feeling when I ran so fast, that my leg is actually moving faster than I imagined, like after you accelerate a car through a downslope and let it "freewheel".

A moment of "no control" but thats when you're at your top speed.

I want to chase a ball and get it before anyone else and end up not scoring again. I miss the agony..ahahah! fast but no finishing.
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doing physical labour is one thing.

having stacks of foldable chairs landing on ur right ankle is another.

going home shagged and smelly is one thing.

having no gd night wishes or the normal iloveyous is another.


i understand.

i love you.
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listen up y'all..

my lil missy is needing some actor/actresses for her upcoming production project..any budding actor/actresses out there who thinks he/she can act, let me get this straight - DREAM ON. hohoh! joking la, ok look at this webby :

http://www.mandy.com/1/cast3.cfm?v=22728856

no i'm not acting, the production house cant accept my demand. but for those of you who aspire to be a star, this is your chance..

"Abang dulu pon pegi audition gini jugak time muda-muda..Tu Jalan Ampas saner, kau tau?"
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its just one of the rare, carefree days. i took a day leave just so I could watch 2 movies with her today. Oceans Thirteen which was one of the best movies I've seen this year and a fairly average but entertaining Men In White.

I looked at her a lot today. Just sitting there beside her watching her (and listening of course) while she talked about her friends, school and just anything under the sun.The thing about her is that, I could just sit all day long listening to her talk, not saying a word and just watch her twitch her face while adjusting her scarf or observe how her thick lower lips move and being close enough to actually smell her sweet breath. And only she can do that. Only her, a solitary soul.

The one thing I really liked about today is the peace of mind I got. Honestly, I don't know what really happened to me since posted to Tekong. I used to be this whiny infantry soldier but ever since I'm posted to this slack vocation, surprisingly I've been appreciative of little things like having to wait for someone after prayers - which shows that you have company. Ok that maybe nonsensical but I seem to be mellowed down with the rage in me eversince. Maybe this is how one feel when they turn 21? I dont know, but I am sure I do have more patience and am feeling happier nowadays. Much happier.

Though there are 1001 things to actually think about, I could just put everything aside (apart from the thought of Suhaila Said) and have a peace of mind for that solitary minute, for me to regroup and gain my composure back.

Talked about the future with love and it was funny and heart warming. Suhaila and me, the thing about us is that we both enjoy simple simple things in life. Lil things that cost mere cents. Though we do splurge at times on clothes or what have yous but I realise its these lil cheapo stuff that we actually enjoy so much.

Kesederhanaan. A thing that we share in common. We both come from middle incomed family (though I claim I'm the King of Bawean Island, it counts for nothing in Singapore. Rupiah still weaker than Sing dollars :p) and I think its important for a couple to understand and accomodate to each others financial..err ok let me say that in Malay. Amat penting untuk sepasang kekasih/suami isteri agar memahami kemampuan dari segi kewangan pasangan mereka agar keharmonian dan kesejahteraan hubungan tidak terjejas.

Yang penting, sayang mau lebih...Saaayaang awk! huahahaha!

This post might be random, but the point is, I am happy with Suhaila Said and in general! yeay!

"Setiap malam
Kutunggu panggilanmu
Resah hatiku menanti
Walaupun sehari takku dengar suaramu
Hati rindu...
Kuterasa dunia ini bagai terhenti"
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the gym fever is back. had much time to spare so went to Taurus Coy gym for a lil workout..the gd ting abt tekong gym is that, there's virtually no one there..so you have every inch of the gym for your partner and yourself.

while Mr Woo (yes thats his name, as in John Woo or Wooo's dat girl, lalala lalaa! ahahha!~) was pumping 20 - 25 kg of dumb bells i rather stick with the machines..Slow and steady ar eh.

right leg is very weak..have to do more running to get it back in shape..cant even sprint properly yet, but dreaming of playing soccer..hoho!

i am definitely looking "rounder" than before..met Idham in the ferry, kimek, gemok siak lu beb! its standard thing la i guess..Go Tekong, confirm will gain weight..

Morning breathe in fresh sea breeze.
Eat nice brekkie.
Get free lunch.
Have tea break.
Go home eat nice dinner with family in front of tv.

How not to gain weight..Not that its a bad thing for me tho. Only that the 6 packs are slowly disappearing, the sharp jaws starts to round, the "rippling" biceps dont ripple no more..hohoho! neymind, can work on that..time being, let me just enjoy, the tekong breeze..: D





The "Rippest" I've been so far - During BMT.
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"people are unhappy coz they have too many wants and too little patience."

"hadapi dengan senyuman, semua yang terjadi, biar terjadi
hadapi dengan tenang jiwa, semua kan baik-baik saja"

ILY LOVE.
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i want it as much as you do.

but because i love you too much to allow myself to jeopardise your future.

its just so hard to explain.

i wish i could fulfil our wishes.

urgh.this is killing me.
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my super long weekend is disrupted with duty yesterday. I came home this morning feeling a lil weary.. Two more duty this week and one more at the end of the month.. Its duty, duty, duty! and therefore no one can accuse me of not serving my country, alright.

been a good weekend actually. Some quality time with the missus just hanging around vivo, walking about aimlessly, watching her and her silly, clumsy antics. Like i said to her before, if I have a daughter, the lil daddy's girl will resemble her mom so much that I just have to look forward to come home from work.

I'm actually missing her so much already, must set a day to meet her liao.

I'm still stoning from sleeping the whole afternoon. The sleep inertia if you sleep the whole noon is terrible i tell you.


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